Wednesday, June 6, 2012

darkness

I don't get on here as often as I should.  Not feeling mad today, just dark. My mind goes to places no mind should ever go.  I don't even know if I can explain it.  I feel...empty. There is a black hole inside myself. It's growing, and it consumes everything in it's path. How do I get out of this place?

I actually googled "suicide" last night and came across a site that had actual suicide notes. You would think that by reading them I would gain some perspective, but I didn't.

I really have nothing to talk about

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